Wednesday, August 29, 2007

..feelings.. thoughts.. and everything else..

Annoyed by down emotional feelings.
Turning full blast to 'Akon - Blame it on me' , soothes me.

Lots of feelings and thoughts this few days. Heavy and pressed.

This is a blog, hope it helps.



I'm not always as i am now, was different last time.

I'm quiet, uncomfortable around girls, does'nt dare to ask, that someone who always at that corner.

People change people, or events.

But still some past resemblance remains,

look me in the eye, you'll see.

i always come, and go by myself.

my life, drifting around, always been lucky, all falls right in place.

events and people, i tend to open up them one at time, lyk presents.


Live life daily, or at most, weekly.

life has been kind, with luck popping by saying hello. thanks my parent for that. espcially mom.

worried for my dirty school uniform even till now, worried if i be late to school, worried to call if i'm busy dating, worried if i eat enuf, even sneak in to check and tug me in at nite. thank you my mother.


After school, i guess its the next stage, werking life. exciting and scared.

thats gonna b another blog.


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a dejavu of my ITE life today at NAFA test. while watching;

Excited, enthusiatics faces..

Shy before turns..

That striving and strugling pull-ups, shuttle runs, SBJ..

cheatings and deceivings records..

my oh my.. ahakz..

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The beauty of humble. Have you reali felt it ? Its a mix of anonymous and sweet.

Thats how i describe it. Even i brag, its hard not to, but I earn it today.

If i write down, i'll spoil the humbleness, ask me sometimes alone.

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This song 'Akon - Blame it on me' , touches me.

" As life goes on

I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility

I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me

So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done

And things that have not occurred yet

And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for "







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" Saw some fightings at skewl, encourage me more, i still wana bash pple "

- Me

Posted at 9:27 PM