Friday, June 20, 2008

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Tue werk, its raining heavily around Jurong. Worst, i dun haf helmet visor! my eyes squinting, face lyk a hamster shia. We all wet, yet Aiye wan to send me home. Thx boi, but pls, u send me home more than enuf tyms, i dun mind taking bus, i dun lyk 'hutang budi' feeling.

Played floorball yesterday. Cool la, i didnt score, but i haf fun. Din!, u trip me! the floorball stick went thru my leg, making me trip n fall! Super tackles shia.. bum my knee.. but YEAH! syiok.. heh heh.

Soccer at TEck Wyhe was fast. I wan to do more, but my leg hurt. CRAP, i noe im gona run my self more after this.

Every time i play soccer, if i didnt do well, i b kicking myself. I wud go bek, to redeem myself. Soccer, its adrenaline pumping thru my veins.

Is talking to d 'ex' always so emo to u?

here i am, wif a cup of tea, and earphones grooving to songs, n u so up tight, wats all dat about.

if i cud paste d convo here, it b humorously ticklish. lemme tell u a story.

1st, i dun even wan to disrupt ur schedule, trust me, if can, juz slide in 30, eh wait no, juz 20, eh no no, paisey, juz 10, it b lyk i wasnt even der! no need grand occasion! walk u to d door, dat b fine.

and i dun even wan talk big stuff, juz hi helo, how r u, hey hey, eatens and bye.. i cud sms or juz msn u, but.. nvm.. later on tell u..

vulgarities?... no darlz, its not dat.. pls, ive heard much more, dat u cud oni dream in nightmares... u onli assume..

now i tell u people why... and wats on my mind...

whenever im around, i cud see this face, on her... u noe dat face, dat awkward face wen u see ur ex.... and i dun wan dat.. i do haf sum awkwardness, eish... so geli. So giv me some slack... as im trying.. not for u onli, n not juz for me either, its for everyone.

i miss old class.. miss kidding n joking. n goin to dem seems abit hard nowadays.. cos of dat face.. Do u noe i giv way to u.. giving way juz to haf smiles around...

if wat im doin reli wrong.. then im sorry.. and sori all k.

i tink i noe, wat u want. ok.

hm.. to u, chills.. haf fun n dun get overly stress..

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"gemini babys rock!"

"Ada hati tuk merasai.. tapi.. Tuhan juga memberi kita minda"...

Posted at 10:36 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

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Mood:

I get to see d guys play soocer. Surprize surprize, some exceed my expectations. It was fun n great, soccer always do. We finish 8 large pizza, lyk piranaz we were. Thx MaMat sending me home.

Had 2 invitations, didnt go 1. Not realy keen on goin, but Nahar msg me "eh tak baek, members kawin" to change my mind. Got to say the mutton was delicious sey.

Hidir shy shy. At that moment i dun understand, but when i think back, i understand.

We chillz at Din house. I kindaa lyk his room, and i reli make it lyk my house, lying here n der and goin to kitchen. Maggee nice shia. Listening to songs and talking. Kental la we, haha, but.. it was nice. Decided to wash d 'DRZ's.

While they was washing their bikes, i felt abit upset. i turn on music n sing to make d feeling fade.

I miss my bike. The freedom, the wind against my skin, the feeling of an asset.. miss it all..

I talk to mother, she says its gone, too late to get it bek... And now, becoz of my Bro, worried sumting might happen to another son, she cant take it. Also wif prices rising, it b difficult.. They giv me d idea, of getting a car.. it soothes me awhile, but its not mine, juz a family car.. and cars r expensive..

Is a bike reli important ? Hm...

To me it is.. For transport, for my style, its my thing.. The convenience it brings, the appearance it projects and the hardship of keeping one... "its wat i expect from myself"..

"for all thats worth

faye, knows her man"

Went to Vivo, watch Incredible Hulk. Its better than previous one. we still boys, havin hotdog challenge was cute. Midnight, they wish me juz outside while chilling looking at sea, thx.

Last stop was at Alif. The one thing i wan, and did get it was a simple Teh, bought 2 glass, ahakz.

Din reminded, its 11 year we known each other. Ya.. it was sure long.. and i heartly tink, i wouldnt trade it easily away..

Hidir, i didnt think i get to drive that day, hm, was it ur doing ? thx la boi

alighted some distance from home.. juz wanted to walk.. and reflect...

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"out of 10 u get 1, and 10 is lyk 1 out of 1000.. d jennifer!"

Posted at 5:49 PM

Thursday, June 5, 2008

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skali ku sepak si baju grey tu...


get well soon ya..

dat nite was juz unique..

hey Kam, fish got alot mah...

ku da kater.. ku cucu LKY... heh..

Got my share of d prize, wonder wat am i gona buy.. hehe.. its been nice doin d projects wif Mus n Ayid. Tak sia sia jek ku asyik main color powerpoint.. i tot i was gona b ok on stage.. but as soon my name was call, lights so bright, camera flashing, crap, 10 seconds on stage, was blistering fast!!! i wanted to enjoy d limelight more. my mom, my dad, i knew u were hapi.. for u guys lah...

i hate bein squeeze lyk sardin in d morning in mrt. pls move in. u stupid lesbo, haf d cheek to holds hand n look at each other eyes. we here cramping in trying to give others comin in tat might be late to werk to eat for a living, but u lesbo still holding hands making a loop round d pole. stupid sheits...

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".. b initiative people, pls be.."
Posted at 1:19 PM